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Monday, July 27, 2009

Mon, 27 Jul 2009 03:57:54 GMT

Oh gee...... Oh gee oh gee. Let us see here.

Do you ever feel as if the flow of time has increased? Because the last 6 months seemed to have warped by. Time warpppp DUHR!!! Haaha yeaaa. Ehhhhhh well what have I been doing you say? Working. O yea you been workin' boy? Typical shit someone would say on here. Well let me talk about something interesting.

I'll get back to ya a little later I have to attend to a matter.

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Wed, 27 May 2009 17:49:52 GMT

Not much going on lately. Working alot.. Writing music.. Ya know. Weird that summer came so fast this year. The time flys.

Monday, January 12, 2009

Mon, 12 Jan 2009 05:18:28 GMT

I feel for those who don't believe in the son simply because they are doomed at his coming. It's no game, you must truely believe in Jesus the savior. When he does come, he will take those who have been faithful and leave many behind. There will be weeping and begging but it will be to late for he will say you've had your chance and you've been warned and you did not listen. The gates to heaven are narrow, and few will find find it. Start thinking about an eternal life in heaven rather than these earthly distractions of jealousy, greed, and envy which will lead only to death. These earthly things mean nothing in the end. Love your neighbor and your enemies. What sorrow awaits those who are faithless. The time is now to turn to Jesus and accept him as the messiah. God clearly acknowledges Jesus as his son so to deny that is to call God a liar. The only way to heaven is through him. Please turn to God, to Jesus, before it's to late. It is the way to eternal life in heaven beyond our human understanding, something so wonderful. All religions do not lead to the same place. Do not be distracted by them. Focus on Jesus.

Monday, December 01, 2008

Mon, 01 Dec 2008 02:39:56 GMT

It's snowing here today, the first real snow of the season. We've had a few flurries here and there in the past week but today the ground is covered. I gotta say I love Winter. It's my favorite season. I just love Christmas, snow, and cold!! Christmas is just awesome I don't even care if I get anything from santa this year. Ha just kidding.. (About the santa part). Last year my parents finally told me santa wasn't real. HAha. Honestly though I don't mind not getting anything especially with the way things are this year. No one has any money. It's the spirit of the holiday that's really fun. We put our tree up at my mom's on Friday and it was so fun. It looks awesome. I feel like a little kid, I get excited about these kind of things. Ha.. I had really fun Christmas's as a child that probably why I love the holiday so much. I'm not forgetting the true meaning of Christmas. The birth of Jesus in the world. A light into a world of dark. I love it all. Every aspect!!! Gee whizz.. One month away.

Friday, November 14, 2008

Fri, 14 Nov 2008 02:59:17 GMT

Hello. I worked on my powerpoint exam for about 3 hours today. That was fun in itself. I drank coffee throughout that time, so I guess that made it a bit more enjoyable. Nothing to much going on. My dad and I got our credit cards in the mail today for the business he's starting. He is the one making it, I'm not, but he included my name on it so I can be a part of it. Which is pretty cool. So I'm looking forward to that getting up and running then maybe I can quit the job I have. Haha.. Maybe. I don't like that certain people read this.. it's awkward. Usually everyone I talk with on here I don't know in person. So when someone that I do know in person finds me on here it's kinda like ehhhhhh I block you now! Yea you know who you are!!! Lol. I never have blocked anyone but maybe it's time I do. Hahaha. Just to prevent misunderstandings or stupid arguements about my views. Most of the people I associate with aren't very religious or think it's dumb. I wish I had more friends that had similar views to mine. I like my friends alot, don't get me wrong, I'm nowhere near perfect. I don't know if I'll ever reach that point where I'm comfortable pointing the finger. Nevertheless I still seem to always point the finger haaa. But will I ever even have a chance to reach it hanging around with people who don't want to follow God?

I hear about christian bands that call themselves christians but don't classify their music as christian. They say things like, "Oh we don't want to come off too preachy or shove our views down someone's throat," or "You can't get far when you label yourself as christian music". In my opinion that's being ashamed of your beliefs. Being ashamed that you have faith, or think that you have faith. What glory does that bring to God that you call yourself a Christian and yet avoid that label because of worry you won't fit in right with the mass conformity of present day culture. Oh you stick out that's no good!!! It's just my opinion. It even makes sense. You'll be more successfull with today's youth by not labeling yourself Christian. By generically categorizing yourself into the thousands of genres no one will ever find out your a Christian and make fun of you. That's just the way I see it.

It's kinda like when your in school and the teacher makes a joke about Jesus and everyone laughs and your the only one that doesn't. It makes you feel like wow, I'm the only one in this classroom that realizes it's wrong to laugh about a man who suffered a horrific death for our sins. I remember now, it was on halloween and there was a kid dressed up as Jesus going from class to class and it was after that he cracked the joke. Whatever anyways, the respect nowadays is really dwindling. The one thing I really need to work on is returning evil for evil. It's so hard. It feels like they're getting away with something if you don't come back with some obscene comment. I really need to work on that.

Monday, November 10, 2008

Mon, 10 Nov 2008 15:10:17 GMT

So I decided to delete one of my previous posts because I realized I was coming off as a racist. I was angry with what was going on after the presidential election and what people were saying. So I vented on here and kind of regret it. I'm not racist I think racism is ugly. But sometimes I speak before I think. I was basically mad about people saying things like, "Finally proud to be an American", which I still think is really lame. I was also mad about how I thought this whole election was based on skin color. Which in a sense I think it was. O well though, Obama is the president and hopefully he will do good things. I mean the rest of the world seems to think so eh?

Sunday, November 09, 2008

Sun, 09 Nov 2008 00:47:45 GMT

I am a deep believer in God and his presence in my life and the lives of all believers. I'm not saying he's not in those who don't believe, I actually don't know about that, but I am sure he is working in the lives of those who seek Him. I'm very happy that I have developed a strong faith that keeps me thinking positive, even now when it seems nothing is getting better. It may seem like that, but I've noticed all of the other blessings I've recieved instead of the ones I actually think and ask for. He's given me things I didn't know I needed and things I didn't realize I needed to do. I believe he's leading me down the path I am supposed to be following. God has a plan for my life, I want to fufill it. I want to live His way and spread his word.
Which leads me to another topic. I know I've posted alot about abortion lately. Mainly because of the recent presidential election. Anyways, I'm tired of having people argue with me that I'm pressing my values on them, which I in no way am doing anything of the sort. I simply write things on my site about how I feel as a Christian. I'm not out advertising on billboards. Even if your not a Christian, I don't understand how you can have respect for human life and be for abortion. It's not birthcontrol people. It really isn't. It's the killing of a human being. It is really. Think how easily your life could have been aborted. Think about the millions of people who weren't given a chance in this life. We have genetic identity from conception, making us human from the get go. It's murder and those who partake will answer to God. So I beg you, change your mind before it's too late.

Friday, November 07, 2008

Fri, 07 Nov 2008 15:37:27 GMT

My internet was out for awhile today. Dam comcast. So I got out of math a half hour early which is awesome. I have alot of homework due for that class on Monday so I'll be spending a decent amount of time on that this weekend. It's starting to get cold again.. shit it's November. I am excited for snow. Winter is a fun season. Alot of people don't like it though because they can't handle a little bit of cold. C'monnnnnnnnnnn!!! Not much to say today. Bye

Tuesday, November 04, 2008

Tue, 04 Nov 2008 03:09:16 GMT

Tonight I let go of my past, let go of a burden I've carried for 3 years, let go of the pain I've buried within. Soon I'll breathe clearly and life will be restored to happiness. I'll never forget the past, but I'll never dwell on it again. Farewell.

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Tue, 28 Oct 2008 02:11:29 GMT

I'm just a little stressed out. My schedule has begun to take a toll. I only need to make it 7 more weeks until Christmas break. I can last that long no problem. Today was a long day. It's just getting over with and I think I'll go to sleep soon. My dog killed a rabbit this morning. It was gruesome and I felt sorry for the little creature but I realized it's nature and my dog thought he did something good. I could tell he was proud. Just makes me greatful I don't have some dominating animal trying to kill me.